:)

"You'll no longer be able to give yourself short shrift or buy into co-dependent dynamics that put your needs on an eternal backburner. You're learning the hard way how to love yourself the way you want and deserve to be loved. Relationships must honor, dignify and respect your noble qualities to pass Saturn's stringent litmus test. But the good news is that you're learning to stand up and voice your romantic needs. No longer will you fall prey to the trap of giving in hopes of getting -- and that makes all the difference."
ripped this horoscope prediction thingy from yahoo.
mmmm.i guess its pretty true
after a year of trying to figure things out,i do realise that relationships are way too hard for me.they're like rocket science.
dating is easy but relationships are so difficult :(
have to definitely learn to love myself more,be kinder to myself and then love the people around me
2011, please be kind to me.i'm (kinda) looking forward to a new year.

p.s. please humour me and stop interogating me. tyvm

yay new mickey says hi! <3

i wish i know know, how to break your spell.

i like us now so please dont change a thing.
i like it that we're friends because we're friends. it's so stress free being around you its nice for a change.
mickeymouse goodies yayyyy :)
today is a good day!

sg is still too small but there's really nice hidden places not many will know. i never knew there is a chopin statue, along with plato newton picasso dante churchill and a bunch more here. exploring these gems are really really fun!

"if you like someone. you like them. you can't fight chemistry"
in the end i've agreed to your invitation, simply because we click well.
because it is not easy to find people that are on the same frequency as me, and i'm glad i've found you.

如果所有的错从来一次
能否改变结局？

really really too tired to wait up for you to come online and talk to me :(
work and time difference is making this impossible :((

loverboy.
by now i think we're both feeling it.
the distance between us.yes we're drifting apart no matter how reluctant we are to admit.
i'm really happy for you that your career's moving up, even though that means you having to choose between your dream and a promotion.
i would have told you to go for your dreams, you know.
because i've seen that look when you talk about your dream.
its the same look you have when you pick up those drum sticks and drum to your heart's content.
its the passion in your eyes, and the look that tells me you can do that your whole life, no regrets.
for that i'm envious. and i always look up to you.
i hope when i'm your age i'll have everything figured out.
for now, i'll be on the sideline rooting for you.

i'll sleep a very happy girl tonight :)

htht with dee about our current relationship(s) mess.
gosh there's so much to catchup!
but i'm glad we're still periodically meeting up.!

and the parents are back so yeah, good food for the next couple days! i like it that when my parents come back the fridge will be stock up with food i'll never be hungry and i can snack and eat all day long.

plus a (surprise) msn convo from japan! :)

should have talked to m just now!!!! :(
Nevermind.i've got the whole month here in sk to see him again. *crosses fingers.

I cant be sick during the holidays nooooo :(((((

What i'm enjoying these days:

1.

Nora Jones. Awesome music, amazing vocals and (very) adorable accompaniments in the background.

2.
Very insightful. yes it is about philosophy and Plato Aristotle and Socrates but this book is nowhere near boring to me.

"but most people are content with a life among shadows. They think shadows are all there are, never realizing that they are, in fact, shadows. And thus they pay no heed to the immortality of their own soul."

3.

Closer.

"You could have chosen anyone. Why me?"

adore the cast, the dialogues and the realness of this film.

it'll be a vicious cycle of work and being super exhausted for first half a week, then r&r and have some life for the next half of the week and then back to work again.

come back, come back,come back

to me.

guilty :(

i didn't tell you this but it'll be nice to get me something that reminds you of me.
surprise me in two weeks time yeah?
you're my pleasant surprise today :)

"hmmm. valiant? valedictorian? vanilla? vandal? vagabond? haha."
you've no idea.but this made my lousy day a hundred times better.
be safe.
i know i cant spend a good chunk of my life worrying for people, but well these people are too important for me to not worry for them

maybe its supposed to be like that.
what's a good live jazz wthout good company?
i'm kinda getting abit of mixed signals and yes i maybe overthinking but what if its true?
falling for someone else wasnt part of the plan, was it?

i'm sorry to put you through all these.
You probably won't know but the truth is, your magic is so real, so real i'm afraid to burst the bubble.
For the tenthousanth times i ask myself why me out of your one thousnd and one friends you have.and i've gotten no answer.
If i wanted out, will you still fight for me?

if it means me being a workaholic during the holidays to forget you, i'll take the job.
i miss you so much my boy.